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i hate me

i hate how the end of the month always ends in tears. i hate how the end of the month doesnt bring closure or answers, but new questions, new problems. i hate feeling this way... like im stuck in a pit with no way out. i hate feeling hateful, but since my love doesnt do any good... there is no other feeling strong enough to move me. i hate how the people that matter the most to me, make me feel. i hate relying on them for my happiness. i hate me.

8:49 pm - 2002-01-30

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