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it's been awhile that i've been in his arms

so he came over tonight.. we watched "Dead Man" with Johnny Depp, which i'd recommend to anyone. then we chatted a bit in my room, listened to music and eventually ended up in bed... talking. and after some more talking and after a few tears (from yours truly).. i grabbed his arm and tuned sideways and made him hold me. cos i knew he wouldn't mind. and it was nice. it felt good, everything was right. he comforted me and petted my arms and hand. and i almost felt bad because i would never feel for him what i felt at one point in time. and all i could do is think about Thomas and how i wished that it was him instead.

then we went out to eat with my daughter. she said she saw us in bed and we both laughed. cos she knows.. and it was all innoncent enough. then she commented that she couldn't help but notice that he was staring at me all throughout dinner. i didn't notice.. it felt like goodtimes with good company. so yeah. we both nailed this in the ass a l o n g time ago. i hope that i did not resurface anything. at all.

12:41 am - 2007-01-06

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